Apologizes and More to Come (Again)
My apologizes for not writing a great deal like I’ve promised– I’ve meant to do so stretching back into November– but I suffer from rather intense depressions at times. Ill feelings have caused me to not be very focused or energetic lately despite having a great deal I’d like to write about.
Thoughts about political correctness, dualistic models of thinking, and the campaign of mass murder being conducted in Iraq to come.
Are you suffering from intense depressions from time to time? I was in that boat for most of my life from mid-childhood through about the late 80s. Every now and then it strikes again–which is why I don’t have any guns in the house. It is extremely intense and immobilizing. You start to think that you are worthless and everything you’ve done is crap: nothing has value.
Well, don’t go down that miserable road. You’re too young & cute & intelligent to waste your time feeling miserable and crappy.
You just have to realize that you bring joy to others whether you know it or not, and that others actually do love and support you. Some 20+ years ago, the only thing that kept me from killing myself was the realization of what that would have as an effect on my mother. Knowing that there was one person–though there were more–who would be wrecked by my demise was enough to make me keep going.
Don’t get that far down.
You are loved more than you may ever know.
So keep that charming smile beaming!
And get busy!
We don’t have eternity, you know.